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Already into chapter two and I was a full on sobbing mess. I need to protect Ilya like my life depends on it, and just as much with Shane. Before diving into this book, I had seen rumblings online that readers were tough on Shane with the way he acted in this book and the way he responded to Ilya's thoughts and actions. Honestly, I was able to see both Shane and Ilya's sides throughout this entire book - on one hand, you have Shane, who is desperate to maintain his elite status in the league while trying to balance his secret relationship, while on the other hand, you have Ilya, who is full of feelings of being left behind and longing to be out in the open with the love of his life all while fighting an internal battle.
Both Shane and Ilya have their own issues that they needed to address in this book, and I think it was incredibly important that we got to see more of Ilya's perspective in this installment. While we got glimpses in Heated Rivalry, this follow-up truly was able to expand on him as more of an individual rather than him being the other half of a secret romance. Every single time he went to see his therapist, I was sobbing - you could literally feel the heartbreak and fear ooze off the page as Ilya tried to articulate how he was feeling and how he wanted to feel like his concerns were being reciprocated. He was just so sad all of the time, and when he would mention he was scared of becoming sad like his mother was sad, I could not stop the tears.
I know Rachel Reid has said on a number of occasions that she did not intend to write Shane's performance diet as an eating disorder, but my god I was literally sick to my stomach every time it was mentioned that he was limiting himself so much in the name of hockey. Rose, Hayden, Ilya, basically everyone would tell him that he did not need to put himself through such intense regimens to be a professional athlete, and I think he would not listen to them because it was one of the few things in his life that he could control. I drove me bonkers that this was not addressed more - I wish Shane had an arc like Ilya had with his therapist - when we see that he ate a Snickers bar after being outted, Ilya basically realized Shane was not doing well in that moment because he was not sticking to his diet.
I think we all should beat the commissioner with bats - that nasty, homophobic old man is a dinosaur and a parasite to the entire. I already could not stand him after the way he treated Troy in Role Model, but this really sealed the deal with me on how much I hate that man. To think that he is running around basically telling every queer hockey player that they have to stay in the closet or basically get fired is insane, and considering he does not believe sexual assault victims, this is just one of many horrible mindsets he has. J.J. was really testing me after Ilya and Shane were unintentionally outed in that video - Shane has known J.J. the entire time they have been playing professionally, and he has the audacity to ask Shane if he fell on purpose to let Ilya score?? I almost through my phone across the room after reading that nightmare of a scene.
Ilya gaining a support system outside of Shane, Shane's parents, and Hayden was so nice to see - he was basically only able to confide in three people outside of Shane, and I can only imagine how isolating that must have been. Once he was able to form friendships and bonds with other team members, especially Troy and Luca, you could see that Ilya was starting to come around to becoming more free - adopting a dog certainly helped as well.
Now that I am all caught up, I cannot wait to see what Rachel has in store for the final Game Changers book, Unrivaled, releasing later this year. I am simply glad that Shane and Ilya will not be going through The Horrors like they did in this book - as much fun as conflict makes for the plot, those two have bene through more than enough and deserve to be able to live in peace and beat Montreal's butt next season.
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