This review contains spoilers for It Starts with Us. A list of trigger warnings for the first book in this duology, It Ends with Us, can be found here. You can read my review of It Ends with Us on my blog, here.
I read It Ends with Us five years ago, and I never thought there would be a book to follow it -- I was pretty reluctant at first when It Starts with Us was announced. Personally, I feel like too many people went into It Ends with Us thinking it was a romance book, when it is NOT. It needs to be explicitly clear that in no way, shape, or form is that book romantic in any way. It deals with domestic abuse and a number of other incredibly delicate topics, and somehow BookTok turned it into their book of worship.
I was genuinely more concerned about those stolen croutons in chapter one than I was about anything else -- when Ryle would come up on the page, it took everything within me not to skip over his presence. He is a horrendous human being, and I still cannot fathom why he is so heavily involved in this book, especially with how Allysa and Marshall are just letting him be in their lives when they have first-hand knowledge of what he did to Lily. It's actually insane to me that they even let him into their home, where they have their own child, and have him there as if he is not an abusive POS.
Marshall is slightly better than Allysa -- he acknowledges the pain and abuse that Ryle did to Lily, and verbally expresses that he hates what he has done to her, and that he is glad she was able to get out of the marriage. However, he is still walking a very thin line of enabling an abuser, so he is the doghouse with the rest of them when I was over halfway done reading. He definitely got better by the end of the book, and same with Allysa -- I am glad that they came to their senses and finally recognized Ryle for the nightmare that he is.
I just want to sit back, relax, and enjoy my evening... when all of a sudden I hear this agitating, grading voice. This was me every single time Ryle had the audacity to open his mouth or even look in Lily's direction. He really was screaming on a rooftop because of the middle name Lily chose for her daughter -- get a life!! I spent the entire book wishing that Ryle would get taken out by a bus or that he would just up and disappear, never to be heard from again. He continuously becomes more and more of a pest the further the book goes on -- threatening Lily, nearly assaulting her in her own home, physically assaulting Atlas at his place of work... the list goes on and on.
The addition of Josh was nice for Atlas -- finally seeing him have a family member that is not a complete and utter disgrace was refreshing. I did think that it was pretty obvious from the beginning that the person breaking into his restaurants would end up being his brother, especially when it was mentioned that it was a teenager. Character development for Atlas did not really have anywhere else to go, so with the introduction of Josh, it made it seem that Josh was there to show that he was a mature adult. Which was not at all surprising -- he owns two restaurants, he kind of has to be mature.
Hoover seriously needs to drop all of the buzzwords that are dating her writing -- I cannot believe I actually had to read the words "TikTok" and "Boomeniall" with my own two eyes. I am begging her to stop. And just when I thought I could clear those Ellen letters from my memory, she brings them back in full force. I understand that those letters are important to Lily's character, but we seriously could have let her find a new outlet in life, rather than write to Ellen.
I finished this book with more of a "meh" feeling than I wanted to have. I am glad that Lily and Atlas got the happy ending that they deserved, but the entire story leading up to it felt rushed and haphazardly thrown together in order to appease the BookTok fans who only just discovered her books in the past year. As you read, you know exactly what is coming, so there are no surprises that you would expect reading one of Hoover's books, and fell a little flat.
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