This is a spoiler-free review! You can read my reviews of The Raven King and The King's Men on my blog, now! Please read trigger warnings - reader discretion is advised.
I would actually lay down my life for Jean Moreau and I am not even joking. This boy deserves nothing but sunshine - literally and figuratively - and I want him to live in peace and never have to look over his shoulder ever again in his life. His responses remind me so much of Andrew and Neil's when confronting the trauma they have endured. Reading bits and pieces about him throughout the first three books and considering the horrors he went through in The King's Men, I knew that I would be in for a tough read when Nora announced his and Jeremy Knox's trilogy installment for the series. Jean's internal monologue is gut-wrenching and at times literally nauseating to read about the way he speaks about himself and how he blames himself for the years of abuse.
I would personally like to thank Nora for giving us multiple perspectives - seeing Jean and Jeremy's internal thoughts truly made their introduction and development so much deeper as we were able to actively follow along on Jeremy's end as he digested everything Jean revealed to him, as well as follow Jean as he slowly works his way through understanding that what the Ravens - mostly Riko and Grayson - put him through, was horrendous. Their development is very much sunshine and grump, and that is putting "grump" on Jean very loosely as he is more so sheltered and does not understand what was done to him is not normal. He is basically forced to leave an environment that he only remembers, and while it was incredibly toxic, it is the only thing he knows.
Jeremy's entire character is like if you put a ray of sunshine in a jar and walked it around town. I am in love with this kind little soul and would also lay down my life for him as much as I would for Jean. The way he does not overly push Jean into revealing what he has been through but also does not hold back on explaining to him that what he experienced is not normal is fantastic character establishment. I loved the way we could see Jeremy work with what he was given and make sure that he was able to create some sort of balance between having Jean still continue with his "normal" but also try to move on and create a life of his own.
Reading everything that Jean had to go through at the Nest... my stomach was in knots. It was so sick and twisted - every single time something was uncovered or Jean accidentally let something slip, my heart dropped and I just wanted to give him a hug. I desperately need him, Neil, and Andrew to heal emotionally together, but I know their personalities would never allow that to happen. At least Neil and Andrew are able to lean on each other, and hopefully Jean will be able to lean on Jeremy once he opens up more.
You can pry this series out of my cold, dead hands. I will read whatever Nora publishes with enthusiasm and hope that she will never leave this series alone. I obviously will be continuing on with the next installment and can only hope that my dear Jean and Jeremy see some peace - even if it is only for a minute.
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